Happy New Year! In the new year, it is an opportunity to reflect on what I have learned about myself. Shortly after the rise of my Kundalini energy in March 2011, I began to realize what this energy means to the world, and what it means to be Kundalini active. It is both a blessing and a curse. Shortly before the rise of my Kundalini energy, I met a Kundalini active man. After my Kundalini energy rose, I interacted with him for about four years, and it became clear to me how Kundalini energy serves the world.
Kundalini energy serves as a catalysts for change, but many in the world whom we encounter are not ready for this change. We frighten many people because interacting with us is like looking into a mirror. We mirror back to others what they are not able to see due to their egos. However, when they encounter our Kundalini energy, it allows them to see things about themselves.
Many people I encounter react very negatively to me, and find my energy heightens their problems within them. For example, if someone is a codependent, their behavior will worsen around me. If they have low esteem, their fears of being unworthy will be heighted around me. Many have blamed me for causing these negative emotions, when in reality these problems are within them. Although we can trigger these negative emotions, these emotions already exist within them.
Because Kundalini energy serves as catalysts, once we have served our purpose, we move on. Just as catalysts in a chemical reaction does not remain with the reaction, we too move on to catalyze others. It is helpful to know the catalytic purpose we serve for others.
Since meeting this Kundalini active man, other Kundalini active individuals have contacted me to engage, but I realize that these individuals will not likely remain in my life as I understand their purpose. We would catalyze each other to assist each other in our spiritual growth, but the interaction may be quite turbulent due to the nature of Kundlaini energy.
I have declined these invitations as I have chosen to travel alone on my spiritual journey. I believe my path is the clearest when I am the solitary traveler. (Copyright 2017 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)